Regret

We often regret of something we've done. That's what I feel now.
Times like these is when i wish people still think positively. Times like these is when I realize that sometimes others do something hurting unintentionally. Because now I might hurt others by what i've done carelessly, and at first I don't think that i'll be hurting.

Sorry if I've ever done you wrong.
People make mistakes right?

ps. sorry for my carelessness
*this post i write for anyone who read this who maybe feels that i'm a bad person, i might've hurted you.
i am sorry

The Rhythm..

Sewaktu ayah saya masih hidup, tiap kali pergi pasti lagu yang diputer lagu-lagunya Ebiet G. Ade. Sampe-sampe saya hafal kalau udah intronya nada kayak gini itu pasti lagu ini. Saya juga suka gerak-gerakin mulut sok lipsync saking hapalnya.

Kemarin tiba-tiba saya ingat sebuah lagunya Ebiet yang sangat saya ingat (ngomong apa sih saya). Saking penasarannya saya langsung search di google sebait liriknya. Dan saya menemukannya! Lalu saya pun coba mendownloadnya.

Ini lagu yang saya maksud...

Ijinkanlah kukecup keningmu
Bukan hanya ada di dalam angan
Esok pagi kau buka jendela
Kan kau dapat seikat kembang merah

Engkau tahu aku mulai bosan
Bercumbu dengan bayang-bayang
Bantulah aku temukan diri
Menyambut pagi membuang sepi

Ijinkanlah aku kenang
Sejenak perjalanan
Dan biarkan ku mengerti
Apa yang tersimpan di matamu

Barangkali di tengah telaga
Ada tersisa butiran cinta
Dan semoga kerinduan ini
Bukan jadi mimpi diatas mimpi

Ijinkanlah aku rindu
Pada hitam rambutmu
Dan biarkan ku bernyanyi
Demi hati yang risau ini

Barangkali di tengah telaga
Ada tersisa butiran cinta
Dan semoga kerinduan ini
Bukan jadi mimpi diatas mimpi

Elegi esok pagi - Abiet G .Ade

Enak buat disenandungin, dan kalau nyanyi ini jadi inget almarhum papah :)

Second Semester, Second Chance

Hari ini para mahasiswa ITB sudah mulai masuk kuliah lagi, hari pertama semester 2.
Inget kuliah gw jadi was-was.

IP semester 1 kemarin gw adalah 2.68.
Target gw masuk perminyakan.

Semua anak FTTM (hampir semuanya) mau masuk perminyakan.
Kalo dihitung-hitung berarti gw harus dapet IP 3.8- 4 buat masuk perminyakan.

Semester dua ini adalah kesempatan kedua gw buat memperbaiki nilai dan prestasi dan motivasi belajar yang masih nol besar.

Gw tau gw harus berusaha keras. Banyak perencanaan yang telah dibuat demi semester 2 ini.


KERJA KERAS dan YAKIN adalah kuncinya

Wanna buy DVDs, need references?

Coraline


overall impression: many moral messages, some scenes are so tense

synopsis : Coraline is a girl who has busy and ignoring parents. One day she found a small door, and when she opened it she saw a world as similar as she belongs to. But not exactly similar actually. In the other world, she had a kinder and more caring mom, a more playful dad, a silent friend, better neighbors, and many things were better than things in the real world. But there's only one thing different : all people inthe other world's eyes were made of buttons.
Things went bad when one day the-other-world mom asked Coraline to be one of them by changing her real eyes with the buttons. She escaped and promised she wouldn't go back there. But things were not that easy. There were things in the other world need to be fixed...





Beautiful Mind


overall impression: unpredictable storyline, must watch!

synopsis : A man (Russell) was a great mathematician but not a great socializer. Later, he got a nice job with nice pay and a nice wife also. The job was threaten. He had to classify things in newspapers, magazines for the intelligent. Until he was so exaggeratingly worried of his wife and his son. But what if his anxiousness was worthless?



Spirited Away


overall impression: a great animated movie, a great storyline, highly recommended movie. trust me!

synopsis : Chihiro was moving with her parents. In the middle of their way to the new town, they were lost. Then they found an unoccupied town. There were many delicious food and chihiro's parents were tempted to ate them all. But when the evening came... that town started to change. Chihiro suddenly was in the crowd of strange creatures. When she went back to her parents terrified, all she found were just two fat pigs eating greedily. Chihiro was lost in the ghost world.






I am Sam


overall impression: thrilling, great, and two thumbs up movie. Most recommended movie!€

synopsis : Sam ( Sean Penn) is a retarded man who had an IQ level similar to 7 year old boy. He took care of a normal baby girl (Dakota Fanning) who then turned to be a bright and smart little girl. When Dakota turned 7, teachers in her school noticed that Dakota needed a normal parents. She was taken away from Sam. Sam struggled to get Dakota back.





Red Cliff


overall impression: I'm not a person who likes to watch movies about war. But this one, opens my eyes. Recommended!

synopsis : About two kingdoms fought a strong kingdom. Needs tactics to bring it down. Kingdom which was full of scandals and problems.









Planet 51

overall impression: Funny, full of humors

synopsis : An astronaut landed in a strange planet. He thought he was the first creature landed there. But he's wrong because there were creatures there already, who lived in human way. And they thought the astronaut was an evil alien who wanted to eat their brains and control their planet. The astronaut's rocket was arrested. He couldn't go back to earth, until he met a boy who unwillingly helped him.

Kisah si Minah

Ibu saya lagi sibuk-sibuknya mengurus tabungan almarhum papa saya, dan lain-lainnya. Jadi waktu itu, mama sedang ke sebuah bank di daerah bekasi. Sebutlah Bank Miun.

Mama saya waktu itu mau ambil uang, lalu setelah mengantre, akhirnya berhadapan lah dengan sesosok wanita teller bank miun tersebut. Mama saya suka melamun semenjak kepergian papa yang sangat kami sayangi. Begitu wanita itu bilang “betul ya bu, sejumlah ini yang diambil *piiip*”. Mama saya menjawab iya, tanpa memperhatikan betul. Lalu mama saya pulang begitu ceritanya.

Di tengah jalan, mama saya bilang begini ke om saya yang mengantarkan “hmm kayaknya kelebihan deh mbaknya ngasih tadi”

Om saya Cuma bilang “hah beneran? Coba deh dicek. Suka ngelamun deh..”

*percakapan saya ubah sedemikian rupa tanpa mengubah inti maksud dari percakapan agar mudah dipahami*

“Eh iya, kelebihan 15 juta.”

Jerengjeng. Karena mama saya jujur, jadi beliau balik lagi ke Bank Miun tersebut. Sumpah ya agak absurd rasanya, karena Bank Miun termasuk bank yang cukup profesional. Bisa”nya kelebihan uang segitu besar. Berasa kelebihan kembalian 5000 abis beli nasi goreng pinggiran

Mama saya masuk dan menjelaskan begini dan begitu. Lalu si pegawai langsung heboh. “Ya ampun, ibu terimakasih banyak. Itu tadi si *sebutlah* Minah udah nangis-nangis.”

Jadi usut punya usut si Minah, teller bank yang melayani mama saya tadi itu adalah pegawai baru yang dalam masa percobaan 3 bulan. Dan belum lama dia juga kelebihan ngasih 10 juta ke seorang nasabah. Sekarang ini Minah sedang mencicil membayar 10 juta itu. Dan sekarang ditambah kelebihan ngasih mama saya 15 juta. Alhasil tadi Minah langsung nangis dan buru-buru mencari alamat rumah saya untuk minta dikembalikan uang tersebut.